(Source: born--for--this)
I don’t know what it is but I don’t feel present in anything I do anymore. I know I’m there and I see things through my own eyes but it never feels like a first hand experience, it feels as if everything I’m doing is a movie and I’m just sitting back and watching instead of being part of it. Also whenever I think back to what I did this morning or yesterday it feels as if it was so long ago and that it wasn’t me in the memories, as if I’m just watching myself. I need to go on a full detox from everything unhealthy…